dig my random tandem existence
where i imprint both sides of the fence
so intense that i'm fully unaware of my intent
and when it's pointed out in an instant
i feel like a blindside victim
left for dead
lost in the thoughts in my head
seeing red like Crip cats with night terrors
pack rat taking ownership of the errors
feeling displaced from a bygone era
Slaughterhouse Five how i live my life
i've perfected being disconnected
point blank style while unprotected
tell the paramedics they can ride the bench
for the time being
i'm freeing myself from the human element
putting my elegant soul on display
until i waste away

skull druggery

needed a fix from asphyxiation
all hands against his own creation
imitation of a flattering lifelike
anonymous anomalous abomination
i'm pacing a safe radius
for examination
and the situation is sized up
the lesson i learned?
it's not gonna stop
and you better wise up
moments of disconnected possibility
explore humility innocently
like you might get framed
once the untamed are caged
by the powers that be
the game is over
is it a cycle or a line?
reset button or closing time?
either way i won't mind
none of those things define me
they can't find me

skull druggery

joking around with the choking victim
the whole conversation is open ended
the spirits are kindred
if they're breathless then i am winded
rendered useless
even when completely clued in
i'm confused as to why we're feuding
i walk a righteous path
my destinations are far away
from the wrath of the cloud of witness
i sit still and let intense thinking commence
well defensed
putting up a shield like Blanka
to help as i reach nirvana
in an uninterrupted fashion
make sure no third parties
can get their hands in
all of the hustles and angles get old
turn me loose from the teenage stranglehold

skull druggery